Dear Chrissy,

So, you’re not taking this well. I understand. I just… I really didn’t mean to lead you on. I didn’t know how I would feel, or what I was feeling, and I didn’t know how you’d feel.

You’ve been great, but this just doesn’t fit. Not just for me, but for you, too. I think I’m too much of a novelty for you. I’m not sure our goals and perspectives can work out in the long run. And I just don’t have it in me to try for the sake of trying.

I think that’s a serious sign, one that I should follow.

I’m sorry.