The path you wish to go

Up or down
backward or forward
I don’t know

I just know
I need to go
somewhere

that isn’t
here

or somewhere
that is
another version
of here

and I need
a new set
of eyes

because mine
tend to see
what they want to

but I like it that way

so maybe
I need a new
brain

but ah
this heart

this heart
cannot
change course,
does not know
how to be
different than
it is

it has fanciful
dreams and
idealistic hopes
and unpredictable
whims

but I like it that way.