when it comes
to the materials
i can be
neurotically
particular
paper with some weight
bright colors
.38mm pens
little squares
to frame my
scrawls
into an illusion
of neatness
tabs to designate
the different
sections
i create
parameters
and order
for the materials
because when
it comes time
to fill things in
i let
myself be
all chaos
a little order
a little madness
is
exactly
how i like it.
narinda heng 