when did it become so hard to sit with silence? it is so intentional now i have to decide not to play music i have to decide to turn off my phone i have to decide not to check my email i have to decide to close my computer i have forgotten how to think … Continue reading self/deprivation
Tag: internet
fame
what does it matter if the world knows your name if you are lost to yourself? this is where we are now we can spread our names, our thoughts, our loves, our anger all across the internet meet a billion different eyes but when i look in the mirror, i see a reflection of memories … Continue reading fame
some call it stalking
i call it hunger sifting through links searching out the words left to drift in the ether thoughts too easily lost in the swiftly churning current of news and blips and bytes they are precious to me these pieces bravely relinquished to the public eye, visible to everyone but perhaps never seen by the ones … Continue reading some call it stalking
no more denial
It is comfortable in the dark glowing screen whirring hard drive spinning fan eyes burning fingers tapping, clicking, scrolling This is my environment the cocoon that forms when there is just me and information and a GUI. This is where I go searching for the world; this place where I am so hidden from it. … Continue reading no more denial